I've just finished my final project presentation this morning. To tell you the truth, it's totally outrageously sucks! I've to revamp all of my theses structure once again and it's another 2 weeks to go before the dateline. I don't know what's going on with the viva panels but they look very aggressive and emotional at the same time. I think I've to reinstate this...

"setiap kali jumpa supervisor, setiap kali tuler aku kena tukar macam-macam. setiap kali pembentangan, setiap kali tuler aku kena tukar macam-macam. Supervisor dan panel terdiri dari pensyarah yang berlainan. oleh itu, boleh korang imagine betapa seksanya jiwa aku, asyik kena perah otak je untuk memuaskan hati pensyarah-pensyarah ni..."

I found the statement given by my friend a few weeks ago is making sense. Continuing masters degree is a total waste. It's a waste of money and time. I have personally wasted RM20,000 for continuing MSc. in UTM-KL. Sometimes it's hard to know if the option we take is worthwhile or not because we only can experience our life once. I feel like having a break from all of this and work at Bursa Malaysia for the bonus of 24 months a year. The institution is in a different field but it certainly worth to look for.

I wish I can walk away from my options. I wish I can leave it all behind. If I want to continue another degree in the future, I'll make sure it's not UTM anymore. I would recommend USM rather than UTM. Wish me luck.